Wednesday, 11 January 2012

Something about a girl in a red sundress

You're slowly coming undone, as I'm slowly coming together. The first country song I ever liked, was Something about a truck. Its a pretty decent song. But it's depth goes beyond that for me. Its the memory of you singing it. The first song you ever sang infront of me. Driving around in you're civic, you played this song. In the passenger seat you sway and bob back and forth as you non confidentily belt out the lyrics. And then it hits me as the lyrics leave your lips. "Well all have mercy its a beautiful thing." My heart skips a beat. Meaningful lyrics, that strike a chord deep into my soul. Coming from a girl I barely know, but willing to die for. It's only been a few days since I've known her. But I can't shake the feeling that I've known her all along. What I've always wanted. Its as if I know shes my soulmate, and she's been waiting for me to find her. Am I only one who feels this? I can't be. Am I crazy? Is this real? Days, Weeks, and now a Month has gone by. We've been up, and down, and we go around. But I wouldn't trade it for the world. I don't know how to be the man of your dreams, but I'm trying. Im fighting to be him. Because for me, you're her. I'm going to hurt you, and I'm going to make you feel loved. I'm going to make you mad, and I'm going to make you smile so hard your cheeks hurt. I love you. I feel your love. I've never felt that before. I'm never going to give this up. Or give you up. I write this, not to just show you love. But because this is how I feel.Getting ready for work, tired and emotional. I listen to all the songs that make me think of you. We had a shit day, filled with anger and sadness, but for some reason it doesn't effect me as much. Maybe it's because I can put on a song, and get lost in all the memories of you attached to them. You're my kind of rain. I love you.

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